Well, then.

"Oh. You -- you'll be good at it. Commanding, I mean. I -- "

He helped her a lot. And there's a lot to be said for purpose.

And not being in fucking Kirkwall.

"I -- do you have notes? About anyone that's tried it before. If you don't, or if you want -- there's a library here that goes on forever. I could -- "

She won't if he doesn't want her to, but it will be hard.

" -- look. If that's -- I don't know if it would help. If -- "

Ysalwen met a retired templar, once, in Orzammar. He didn't remember much of anything. It was --

Sad.

Some things, she knows, are not preferable to death.